Vicky Cristina Barcelona.

Vicky Cristina Barcelona, a true psychological trigger for all those who have a creative stint in them. A beautiful summer in a small town in Spain, filled with love, creativity and strangers, appeals to the vintage craving and induces the feeling of getting rejoiced at the smell of the summer which is both lonely and not, at the same time. A break from the conventional way of living and experimenting on the hidden aspirations to settle the satisfaction element in oneself is the base of the plot. Creativity is lost with the obviousness factor of life. To explore the creative you, it is imperative to experiment with an unusual, yet aspired life.  Interestingly, the talent which may not have any connection with the experimental life will evolve and get developed into a full-fledged creativity of yours and thus exposing its unnoticed link with one’s lifestyle. A beautiful music which adds to the vintage look and the interesting use of the word “Barcelona” successfully revives the emotional connection. In the end, the experiment must reach its termination followed by the take-over by the usual conventional lifestyle for the sake of a more practical living. The movie captures a unique part of one’s desire for a break from the boring life with a tinge of adventure driven by the urge for exploring the creative ogre in you.

FRIENDSHIP?

Friendship is a beautiful bitch, 
And yes I say it with no glitch; 
People call you lucky if you have friends, 
Probably they aren't aware of the changing trends; 
Beautiful it appears in the beginning days, 
But the fact is, it's no more than a whore, makes you happy till you pays.; 
You don't agree to what I says?, 
Wait for it child, you still in your diapers, soon there will be wisdom rays... 

-a misanthropist.

Thank You ...

kabhi unka pyaar se khana khilana,
kabhi unka daant kar thappad maarna;
kabhi unka muskura kar gale lagana,
kabhi unka naraz hokar baat na karna;
kabhi unka subah-subah uth kar school chodne aana,
kabhi unka late night film dikhane le jaana;
kabhi unka neend na aane par thap-thapa kar lori sunana,
kabhi unka mere liye saari duniya se lad jana;
kabhi unka yeh kahna k 'tu tension mat le, mai hun na',
kabhi unka saari raat jag kar mera khayal rakhna;
kabhi unka mujhe uthane k liye khud jaldi uth jana,
kabhi unka zabardasti 'bas yeh wala last' kehkar khana khilana;
kabhi unka exam me kam no. aane par v gussa na hona,
toh kabhi unka station chodne aana aur apne aansuon ko aankhon me hi dabaye rakhna...

bachpan se lekar aaj tak mujhe duniya ki har khushi dena, mummy-papa hi hain jinhone sikhaya hai mujhe jina..
Sabko samajhna chahiye yeh, k nihswarth bhao se koi nahi karta kisi k liye koi kaam, bahut kam hote hain aise log jo dil se sochte hain tumhare liye, us list me sabse upar hai tumhare mummy-papa ka naam.. _/\_

Hope will make you proud one day :-)

IwaNt@3a.m.

Booze off on the streets of Miami and Vegas; doze off with Angelina jolie and wake up spooning Megan fox; jump off the Eiffel tower and land in the ocean racing with dolphins; party the whole night then teleport to the other side of the globe before the sunrise, party again; a ride on the batpod and an excursion with Dr.WHO; a meal with the Pope and a Cigar puff with the Hulk; an album with PSY and the whole fucking world-bank in my bank balance; foot massage by a playboy model and a hand-shake with Tyrion Lannister. Yes, this is all I want and I want it right NOW!!

Love-tion!

A feeling, an emotion , an expression beyond description;
source of my elation , and reason of all the aberration;
After putting everything to summation and all the permutation,
Here comes my conclusion..

It is LOVE, and people sometimes do call it a Desperation !

For all those in a hurry, wait for it buddy, it needs time for respiration.
Hope this was a useful creation..

Statutory Warning: This write-up is not a reliable source of inspiration. ;-)

Y U No HappY ?

Sometimes, we say ,'Yes, everything is perfect', neglecting the universal adage 'Nothing Is Perfect'. Perfect or not perfect is a 'don’t care shit' until you are happy from the core of your heart. What does it take to be happy everyday? ;  Money? Power? respect? ;  May these play a contributing role but aren't a perennial source to the happy feeling. The star ingredient to complete the recipe is 'self-satisfaction'. Only if you are happy with yourself, u can be happy with others. The satisfaction lies within a bunch of yes’ and no’s, any alteration in any of the yes’ and no’s alters happiness to sadness.
'Yes, I have done my work with sincerity', 
'Yes, I have made my parents proud', 
'Yes, I have done a good thing today' , 
'Yes, I have contributed to the society', 
'Yes, I dream and will achieve it someday', 
'Yes, I could bring a smile on someone else’s face' , 
'Yes, I gave my 100%'; 'No, I haven’t betrayed anyone', 
'No, I haven’t misbehaved', 
'No, I haven’t hurt anyone's feelings' , 
'No, I didn't break any law', 
'No, I didn't trouble any innocent', 
'No, I dint do something which I have to regret for later'. 

Many a times we are ambivalent about a task or an event or even with our behavior  many a times we abhor ourselves and wish to abscond away from the eyes of the world, many a times world is lonelier than ever and friends seem to be aliens,; yes it is depression and can be with anyone. Its just like a black hole which engulfs the victim into its wide mouth and the victim instead of retaliating, starts to like this and goes on deeper and deeper into the clutches of this ogre. Here the only savior is the belief that 'Its not too late, things can and will definitely change' and ' You are happy, even if there is no one to share this happiness with'. Everyday is not a Sunday and there comes morning after every night. Satisfaction that You haven’t done wrong to anyone and if at all you did , then you regret it, and make sure that you won’t let it happen ever. Believe in yourself, and devote your time in something you like and enjoy. Life is meant to be lived and enjoyed, it aint necessary to please someone but it is to not harm anyone. You are the master of your own life, live it for yourself, live it to the fullest and enjoy maximum. Remember, it was you out of the million sperms who made it to get a life, if that is possible then what not? There is nothing that you can’t do, Its just that you need to push yourself more and try harder. 

The G-121 ka dhamaka!!

School life ho gayi khatam, pata hi na chala,
saare dost kahan chale gaye, sabka contact no. hi badal gaya;
banaye naye dost engineering ki field me humne,
yaad rahenge wo din jab jaate the hum ek saath ghumne;
karte the bahut masti, udaate the ek doosre ki khilli,
kya khana hai jaldi batao, geera glass aur ho gayi patloon gili !
muvi dekhne chalen? 'kamsin kali lagi hai!' ,
anjal bola: nahi bhai mujhe sardi lagi hai :( ;
sardi se muvi ka kya connection? kiya sanchay ne raise question..,
samjha karo bhai, sardi k karan hogaye hain patni k saare exit points me loose connection! ;)
gana chalao yaar , nakra ne ki farmaaish,
hindi gana chalata hun, sanchay bola, puri karta hun teri khuwaish;
chal sanchay, ho jaaye ek cricket ka game,
dhat!, GRE padhna hai, nahi hai time mere pass for ur match, wo v lame;
bhook lagi, kuch kholte hain na yaar, bola nakra,
chal patni khila de aaj tu masale wala khakra;
chodi kya tune?, puchta sanchay mujhse..,
mmhmmmm!, spray kar jaldi patni, kahta saale kya dushmani hai humse?! ;
aaj tu tala khol bolta patni mujhse,
Oo, yaar jor ki susu aayi, mai karke aaya jaldi se..;
aise the hamare din, yaad rakhunga mai yaaron,
saal me ek get-together rakhenge, in london, paris or morroco.

The' Ch@ddi Dance'

THE CHADDI DANCE!!

One fine evening, when many of the hostel folks were busy witnessing the much awaited India-England match, few unfortunate were bound to involve themselves in other stuff which were up in their ‘things to do’ priority list. Yes, it was me with my ex-roomie, right at the corner of the washroom, seeing each others faces’ hazy reflections in the bucket dumped with dirty cloths. Apparently , leaving the cloths soaked in hot detergent water weakens the strains and reduces the much of the muscle work. Hostel life teaches you all this! When we could take no more of our pleasing reflections, we decided to give it a damn, and to put our muscles through some real drill. Life gets monotonous at times, but I must say this is the most vulnerable phase of any creative mind to come up with his magnum opus. Yes, we couldn’t restrict the creative ogre in us, and inspired by the ‘Gangnum Style’ lad, we too made our own rocking dance, called it ‘THE CHADDI DANCE’. ! lets have a brief description. But before that some statutory warning:

        1)      People with boxers shouldn’t try this, only v-shape allowed.

        2)      Commando running people, you are missing a lot.

        3)      Active hand movements required, people with good masturbation practise preferred.

So, here it goes, lets start. 1 2 3..

Firstly, rest your ass on an imaginary horse. Then raise your hands(holding an underwear), making complementary angle to your belly. Each hand should be holding the cut portion of the same underwear. Now, let the music start, all you have to do is rub both your palms against each other to wash the underwear. After 2-3 seconds of rubbing, give it a pause, turn 60 degree clockwise, keeping your legs still in the initial position, and now repeat the same act. Hence, producing a mind-boggling chaddi dance, no wonder the underpants will also get washed. Fascinating it is and an excellent way to get yourself familiar to some dance steps. Try it, then only you will know it! 

LovE yoU HameShA

Baarish me lejaaunga long-drive pe ice-cream khilaane,

Sham ko karenge walk beach k kinaare;

Weekend pe 9 se 12 ki picture dikhaane lejaaunga,

Aadhi raat me v tujhe pyaar se sahlaaunga;

Sapna hai mera k chaand pe ghar banaunga,

Taaron ki roshni se pure ghar ko sajaunga;

Ho gaya jhagda kav, toh pahle mai hi tujhe manaaaunga,

Rooth gayi agar kav tu toh khaana v pakaunga;

Pata hai torture hoga mera banaya hua khaana,

Tension not mujhe aata hai aur v tarikon se tujhe manana;

Candle ki light me karenge hum dinner,

Complement dunga tujhe ‘baby u have got thinner and sexier’;

Karenge hum apne garden me sham ko ball dance,

Thoda sa naadan hun madam, galti ho jaaye toh please give me one more chance;

Badle me nahi maangta kuch jyaada,

Bas dena tu mera saath hamesha;

Tere bina zindagi se gayab ho jaayegi sweetness,

Baby u are the only source of happiness;

Wada hai tujhse har wafa mai nibhaaunga,

Saari zindagi tujhe palkon pe baithaaunga;

Budhi v hogayi tu, tab v mera love rahega pahle ki tarah intact,

Fevicol ka jod hai madam, nahi hai koi muvi ka dramebaaz act;

Maana k thodi jhuriyaan pad jaayegi on your face,

But i m sure, my love will not go out of pace;

Piyenge saath me hum coconut ka paani,

Us umar me v bana k rakhunga tujhe apni raani;

Potae potiyon ko sunaayenge apni love story,

Baby jab tak rahunga mai, u won’t have to worry;

Teri taarifon k pul tab v mai baandhunga,

Luv u jaan karte karte kav na mai rukunga;

Guiness buk of world records me naam hoga hamara,

We will be listed under the category-couple sabse pyaara;

Akele na kav chodunga tujhe ye wada hai mera,

Saari umar rahega sawar junoon, kiska ? are jaan offend na ho, sirf tera  :*

Holi Aayi ...

Duniya k v Rang niraale haiN,
dekho aaj sab hoLi me kaise Laal Pile hain;
Dekho aaye bache pichkaari lekar,
bade v hain chal pade mann me umang bharkar;
ho rahi hai rangon ki bauchaar har taraf se,
"LaaL kitne ka diya bhai sahab?", puch rahe bache rang wale uncle se;
Dost dushman bane sab Bhai-Bhai,
Chalon khelen holi , bahut ho gayi ladai;
bacha apni khadoos padosan aunty pe rang uchalta hai,
"Bura na maano aunty aaj holi ka mauka hai";
Boy-friend apni Ex ko gulal lagata hai,
"kaisi ho jaan?,yaad hai hum pahli baar yahin pe baarish me bhige the..,av v meri yaad aati hai?";
School ho gayi band, bachon ko mili holi-day;
"Mem-sahab mai holi khelne jaayegi apne pantar k saath'', gangu bai ko v mila off-day;
Papu bola "dadaji aap nahi kheloge holi?'',
dada ji ne kaha" dadi k saath date hai meri, but only after tum jaldi se jao khelne holi..";
Bache budhe sab aaj kitne khush hain dekho,
kisi k mann me koi bair nahi, chamatkaar hi ho gaya hai maano;
Holi aayi khushiyan lekar, manao ise dhum-dhaam se,
chuk the work man !, ek din off v lo tum apne kaam se;
rakho apna ego on a side,
Papu bola apni crush se"babes chalogi on a ride?";
kisi ke liye chutti , toh kisi ke liye ek chance maarne ka mauka,
aayi yaaron holi, mila hai jo mauka, maar do chauka;
duniyan k v rang kitne niraale hote hain,
Ek din baad sab phir apne "routine work" me rang jaate hain...

HapPy HoLI :D   

How to name it ? cocktail , havoc or LOKPAL

Finally after all the debate and drama in the so called "legislative" houses, LOKPAL fell in the no mans land, while the whole of India was waiting for this bill to be passed with bated breath.Amongst the waffles of the house members , it seemed that LOKPAL would wade its way to the Indian constitution, though it wagged the whole time from 'ayes' to 'noes'.  Arun Jaitley , spokesperson of BJP addressed the bill as a 'political cocktail' and a 'constitutional havoc' in the very beginning of the session. "  You cannot mix the law under two different articles, namely article 252 and 253",jaitley pointed.He also attacked the Govt. on the CBI issue. He propped the US law and urged that CBI, the prime investigating body of the country, must be brought under the LOKPAL. Jaitely also opposed the inclusion of PRIVATE ORGANISATIONS, NGOs and any agency that doesnt take aid of any sort, from the Govt, in the LOKPAL and dint falter to call it as a "revenge provision". "Why to make a phoney LOKPAL which deviates from its prime objective of  'for the people,by the people' to 'for the Govt.,by the Govt.',",he exclaimed. According to the BJP speaker the Govt. is trying to make a "constitutionaly vulnerable" law by having a reservation quota in the election of the members of LOKPAL.Not less than 50% minorities in a lokpal consisting of 9 members, will create a Govt.bias LOKPAL, jaitley argued. Futhermore ,he showed his disappointment in the removal procedure of the lokpal's members by the supreme court. He stated that Govt. is making it tedious and time consuming by having such a baffling round-robin working mechanism of lokpal. FinalLy, under the light of numerous allegations, he concluded by pointing lokpal as unworkable and absurd. BJP also put forward mr. jethmalani ,who although normaly find a clash of thoughts with BJP, but this time he managed his views to be in treaty with BJP. He attacked the congress speaker, Mr.Singhvi's lines by quoting " power corrupts, but the prospect of losing power corrupts absolutely". At last due to the an unending war of allegations and drama, the session ended without reaching a conclusion. Now the question is who wears the crown of this victory, victory of corruption?, The Govt. , The opposition, Team anna or The General public? Well , let the crown be taken by any of the aforementioned, but it is the general public who will have to pay the price. But am sure it will return it with compound interest to the Govt. in the next elections. JAAGO INDIA JAAGO.

Jaitley and Singhvi crossing swords

Cal him wid ur tender heart,
soon he wil arrive in his royal cart,
celebrate wid rum n cake,
he wil bless u wid gifts no fake,
love n joy is all wat he wants,
please forget,for a day, all ur rants,        
Red is his favorite attire,
gives everything dat u desire,
christmas carol he always sings,
i think he needs to dye his hair strings ! :P
enters thru the chimneys of ur house,
yes,he is known to us by the name of 'Santa Claus' !
'Religion no bar' is his philosophy,
so say gud bye to all ur melancholy...

MerRy ChrIsTmAS !!! 

DeLhi BellY........ S#iT HAPPENS

U expect diamonds worth 2 crores , but loose shit packed in a chawanprash bottle is what u get .. this is DELHI BELLY for u.. Apt is the name because the parcelled shit is the manufactured product of a fat ass's BELLY which got its raw material from a fast food stall located in one of the common streets of DELHI. The story revolves around the 30 jewel pieces that land up ending their fate inside a showpiece placed in an almirah. Movie gets a perfect start highlighting the pity condition of the 3 not so successful friends cum room mates who somehow manage to earn their survival and adjust with the woes of the torturing room. Imran being a struggling journalist in the movie, gave an character justifying performance along with his fellow friends, the balaatkaari photographer( rapes with his photographs ) and the cartooni ( the cartoonist ) . It seems the production house tried its best to get their product an 'A' grade certi by including the words like M**..C**, B**..C**.., CHU**.. and many more , in every alternate dialogue , though it sounded weird at times, the reason being the incapability of bringing that passion while using these words, i would say. Hilarious use of words like " LOONDRY" and " TATTI ", kisses, the ORAL SEX drama, the REAL SEX drama, Imran's ERECTION, the song D K BOSE , BHAG CHUDAIL, all added a different flavour to the movie.

It also covers many weird scenes like- the stall wala serving food with the hands that scratched his private parts a moment ago, guy washing his shit back with the fruit juice , gun being pointed on a man's balls and dynamite being fitted at a guys back, all this and many more .one more thing that was running through my junk brain was y the hell the actress of the movie wore the same outfit in almost the entire movie?! Is aamir khan's production running out of money or aamir considers blue as his lucky colour and there was only that piece of cloth blue in colour or it was the only outfit that made the girl look decent ! 

 

A brilliant performance by MR.VIJAY RAAZ, who perfectly managed to give his character a balanced comic and serious, danger look.

No doubt a low budget project but the fabulous idea, fantastic performances and the hilarious songs, overshadowed the budget completely. The only disappointment was its short duration, with the kind of start and the publicity and the expectation level of the fans , many would have wanted the movie to entertain them for the full 3 hours . Only one hour  40 mins performance made the song “ saabun k shakal me ye toh nikla bas jhaag” completely apt.  Overall a good one time watch i would say, enjoy going with your friends and gf ;))

RAP KI ULTIMATE BEZATI, WITH VELLAPANTI !!!!!!

here we beginnnnn....!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sonu and monu were the best of buddies,
but tut gayi their dosti coz of a pair of laddies,
kahne ko toh the dono bank employees,
but were known for working less and making more noisee,
monu once thought of a prank,                                         
bola sonu will rap in front of the whole bank,
sonu ko lagta tha stage se fear,
darta tha kahin ho jaaye na bezati, in front of his dear,
nahi karna aata tha use rap,
he was haunted by the fear,kahin pad jaaye na slap,
gusse se laal aur sharam se pila,
stage pe jaakar, uth pada sonu chilla,
" monu kar di hai tune aaj toh aisi baat,
  bahar mil tu , lagata hun teri waat :X ,
  acha nahi kiya tune, rakhunga mai ye baat yaad,
  kar dunga tujhe mai puri tarah se barbaad "
sun k yeh sab, karne lagi wo smile,
sonu ka heart bola " baby yahi hai ryt time !! " ,
puch pada sonu
" chalti kya mere saath beach k near,
  mujhse kyun karti hai tu itna fear ?
  chal tujhe mai bhaaji pav khilaaunga,
  bolegi tu toh chaand taare v tod laaunga,
  9 se 12 ka nite show dikhaunga,
  phir tujhe mai chocobar khilane le jaaunga ;) ,
  ek baar kar k toh dekh tu haan,
  maa kasam chahegi tu agar tu de dunga apni jaan "
sun k yeh sharmaayi sonu ki lover,
boli haan jaanu tu hi hai mera partner for ever,
sonu ki toh lag gayi lottery,
monu bola haath se chali gayi chokkri ! :(
dekh k monu ka utra face, bol utha sonu,
" ab pachtane se kya hoga monu ??,
  ja wait kar rahi hai tera chaaru,
  kyun karta hai tu use ignore?,
  she is waiting for u near the sea shore,
  karti hai tujhse wo love mere bhai,
  le ja use restraunt, wo v thai ! ,
  pasand hai use bahut thai food,
  batayi thi mujhe wo in the room of hotel meghdoot,
  galat na samajhna, we had a small affair,
  woh kahte hain na, in love and war , everything is fair.."
yeh thi monu aur sonu ki short story,

pakane k liye i am very very sorry..:P   

Love,Friendship, Attraction..... CONFUSION???

Yes indeed we usually get confused in the midst of these three simple but very valuable words which makes its presence felt in every aspect of our lives. Hero sees the heroine in a restaurant or school library and end up with guitars playing in his heart and he claims that he has finally fallen in the deep ocean of LOVE. Wow, sounds so simple right? But is it really love? Can one just fall in love by a mere sight of a person and gather all his courage to fight with the whole world for the sake of his so called ’’love’’? Let’s find out...

We come across many faces every day, some happy with joy, some sad with tears, some worried with tension, some enthusiastic with courage. Among this faces we like some and our attention gets fixed at that particular face for a while, it steals the thought process and gradually we want to see that face again and again, to talk to her and to know her. Now comes the junction of feelings, is it attraction or love? Or something else?

Well before throwing ourselves in at this junction let’s talk about one more interesting but very important part of our lives. Friendship. Friendship is often confused with love. We claim that she is my best friend but people say no you love her! Ya, of course I love my friends but not that way as people think! Now how to differentiate love from friendship??

Hauffzz...  confusion, confusion and confusion! Let’s try to loosen the knots a bit...

Love is not a readymade halwa that when u see it somewhere u just simply buy and own it. Come on how can I start loving a thing say a chocolate before tasting it? Some love dark chocolate while some hate it! When we see someone and we claim that we are in love since we can’t just forget the very first image of her, that’s actually a mere ATTRACTION. Beauty, charm, and personality they leave their imprints on ones heart and it is natural that our brain wants to remember things which are beautiful and admirable to it. Everyone prioritises the beauty.

It is very important to know a person before having been said that you love her. Ok, attraction can play a role in love because, we talk to persons whom we like, whom we want to know more. So, it can be said that attraction is the stepping stone to love.

Now when we spend time with our attractions or things and persons towards whom we are not attracted but are forced to spend time with, there are certain qualities in them which we like and things which we hate. More we spend time, more we get to know about their personality, thinking, beliefs, more we start feeling comfortable with that person and gradually a feeling of trust and care and sharing gets developed amongst us for that person. And we say that we are very good friends.  We are ready to go to any extent for our friends.

Now what is love then?

Love is care, trust, attraction and commitment. Yes I care for a person, but is that the only person whom I care for? , yes I trust a person but that isn’t the only person whom I trust blindly! Yes I can go to any extent for a person but that doesn’t mean that I can’t do the same for anybody else, yes I am attracted towards her but I am also attracted towards Katrina kaif...so how do I say that I love someone?

Here comes the missing ingredient, commitment. Don’t mistake me by thinking this commitment to be just a promise made to a person and obeying or keeping that promise with or without will. By commitment I mean the place in your heart which you give only to a single girl in your whole life. Before this, that place would be completely vacant, creating an emptiness in our life. Previously you would be searching for a person to fill that emptiness, must have misunderstood attraction and friendship as love but at last got nothing but disappointment by finding the presence of that emptiness still in our life. Love is a very special feeling, distinct from all and at the top of all feelings. I can have many friends but only one love. Love doesn’t differentiate people by giving them the tags of ‘best’ or ‘good’, in fact it allows only one person to step into, and traps her in it for the whole life. When one of our friends misbehaves, talks rudely, dislikes us, discourages us, abuses us, we gradually are driven away from our friend and the feeling diminishes. But in love there is no scope of dying out of the feeling, maybe the person whom you love doesn’t love you, always shows disinterest in you, doesn’t even talk to you, but still you love her more and more. Even if you dislike something or are angry on her or because of her, u lose your anger within a fraction of second, in short you can’t be angry on her at all since you can’t just make yourself disliking her! 

Love is a feeling where you completely surrender your feelings, in fact yourself towards the habitant of the top most place in your heart, where heart stops its search for that person to fill that emptiness and is overwhelmed with the presence of that person. Our lives are not just our own now, it ties itself to the soul of that person, our happiness matters nothing now, and it is her happiness which we want at any cost. You are ready to go through all the troubles and difficulties to see the very smile on her face. You just can’t restrict this feeling for long, it just spreads over and over just like light spreads itself in all the directions. Even light dies after traveling a distance, but love goes on and on and on.

ECLIPSE

Eclipse.....

EDWARD:  YOU LOVE HIM ?!

BELLA      :  BUT I LOVE U MORE !

BELLA.. She loves both EDWARD(the vampire) and JACOB(the warewolf).No doubt they both love her too. But do they both deserve her?

What is love?

Love is a feeling which can’t be described or can’t be explained . It can’t be bounded by words. It can only be felt. It is a wonderful feeling where u are lost in someone's thoughts. That someone now hold a very special position in your life,in your thoughts.U are ready to do anything and everything for her , to make her happy. You no longer care about yourself but its she whom u bother about . It is she who is now always a part of your thoughts and about whom u care more than anyone , more than yourself. You are ready to go to any extent for her. you r happy or not, dosnt bother u now but her happiness and well-being holds the top most priority. Every time thinking about her .  Every  moment wanting to steal a glimpse of her. Your mood turns good just at a sight of her.  And much more.... I told u words cant bind this feeling  ! Its lot more and is impossible to describe.

Jacobe, bella's best friend, already says a part of what he feels for bella when he describes imprinting. He is always present for bella  espescially when she was passing through hard times. He is very sure that bella loves him too and just need to realise this feeling of her for him.

But does he really love bella?

I don’t think so. Yes he cared for bella and didn’t want her to get converted. Yes she wouldn’t have to get converted herself into a vampire and could lead a normal and happy human life by choosing him(Jacob) over Edward. But how can he forget what she feels for Edward! He keeps trying to convince bella to choose him over the vampire. You can’t just every time force anyone to love you or convince her that u are the best person for her. No! It is she who has to decide that who deserves her love , who makes her heart beat thicker , who makes her feel the luckiest person on this earth , in front of whom she is what she is !

I know jacobe loves bella and wants a happy future for her , cares for her , this is the only reason he asks bella to choose him. He is ready to risk his life for her. Ready to join hands with the vampires to save her which is really a big thing for a ware wolf. Really his love for bella is appreciable. But is it great enough to make him a better choice., better than Edward?

Edward , the person who stole bella's heart when she very first time saw him. She couldn’t make out what type of strange feeling was popping in her when she saw him. She wanted to talk , to feel , to know about him. Really this guy got something in him which was attracting bella towards him. Edward felt the same on seeing her. He tried to avoid seeing her again. But destiny had something else in store for them. Soon they became friends and realised their love for each other.

Now talking about Edwards’s part , he is scared from the very feeling that he being a vampire can harm bella. So he first is ready to sacrifice , to forget her for her safety. Again when he has learned to control himself, while talking with Jacob ,  he admits that he would let Bella go with Jacob if she chooses him. He won’t come in their way and won’t harm his natural enemy Jacob. He allows Jacob to go near Bella when sees her in danger of losing her life coz of cold.

Really both Jacob and Edward love Bella from the core of their heart. But there has to b one person who deserves her more.

Love isn’t forcing someone to love u or trying to prove that your love is greater than others . Its letting her to decide what she wants. You should be happy seeing her happy . After all her happiness is all what matters , not yours! Obviously u need to prove your love in case your girl going in the wrong way , with a wrong man , whose sole motive is to cheat her. But this is not the case here! Edward is not cheating Bella and Jacob knows this. Edwards’s true love for Bella is not hidden from him.

So its clear that bellas decision of having Edward as his life partner is completely justified.

I know different people have different views . Many may think other way round!  

Ahem!

Hello readers... today i m biiiiiit sleepy, head is little heavy.hmm..  Today I came across a couple of things that had put me in different thoughts. First, when i passed by my university’s main building i saw 4 different cars , all parked in front of the main gate, shining black coloured with number plate proudly displaying no.5 multiple times. BMW,scoda,Hyundai and i couldn’t see the 4^th name,i was a bit pissed off u see! It seemed as if the whole family , the “chanci” family had a competition in havin a car of same colour, same no.s on no.plate but different models. I thought do their children really have to do anything in future?! They r given the ready made cake, they just have to to gulp it !

                I and my friend had gone out to buy a cake for our friend. But i don’t know why this anna in front of the block has a problem in letting a cake enter the hostel gate! As a famous hindi quote says “seedhi ungli se ghee na nikle toh ungli thedi kar lo!”, we thought we being the future engineer , it is the right time to implement this and also test whether it actually works??!!! We found the toilet window as a perfect entrance for the cake. And we were able to successfully prove that the quote actually made a sense! After all this we entered our room , celebrating the cake’s successful entry.,and we find the door anna ( hostel’s security guard ) standing right at the door with his big eyes landing on our sweet not so innocent faces. That time a no.of thoughts went through my mind like offering him the cake, making sad faces, chanting ‘bday anna bday anna’. Finally before we could decide which act to be performed in front of him, he himself broke the silence and a thick but calm sound came out of his mouth” mereko doubt hai “. Well this words weren’t new to us , either we always used these during xam days or people who came to us with a hope that we will be knowing something. But listening these words from anna ! come on i agree that exam time is on but , do guards also have to give exams??so i thought his big eyes must have got a sight of the cake box , and he might b talking about that. Then soon he again projected some words out of his mouth which sounded” net k bare me puchna hai “. Obviously these words also didn’t fit into my mind , but that time i was more concerned about my relief that somehow we managed to keep the cake out of his big eyes reach. Now i made a deliberate attempt to fit his words into my mind by again repeating his words ‘’ net me?’’ then he cleared that he wanted some information about the net recharge , of G3, what he called,since his daughter was studying in our university and wanted to use net. This small incident made me think of the hmmm...plch ! i m nt getting the word , uggh! Lets say.. made me think of the funniness of the situation that what all a man has to do for his children , anna couldn’t even tell 3G correctly ,may be this whole concept was alien for him , but the zeal on his face was quite evident that he wanted to know about the net in order to see his daughters happy face. As a man he was ,infact is, awesome. He wanted to talk to us about this from last two days but whenever he came near our room he found us studying for our exams . so he didn’t want to disturb us. How many people think so much before talkin to an unknown person? I felt extreamly happy that such people still exsist. Hats off anna.. may ur daughter get 180Mbps speed !

Birthday time now! Cya..